...Everything...
argh...i don't know..im here..still..i don't know...today wasn't a happy day for me..once again hurt myself in gym...kto hates me(short lived friendship(not unusual(but i usually end up hating them)))..argh..i hate this...helped my father rip apart my car again...kinda strange working on cars...since im used to working on computers and electrical equipment..some concepts are strange...the fact that in computers, usually when you have to use force your doing something wrong and there's an easier way to do it...but in cars it somehow seems that if somethings not going your way, get a bigger tool....i don't know...not in a great mood...have to write an essay...bout how my art is going to change the world...which it isn't...and i admit to that...i don't know, not a happy day...lori got a car...humm, met XmikeX at the place i brought my car...mike's a neat kid...ive known him for about 5 years now...pretty a lot for me...hes straight edge...im not..but im possibly the closest thing to it...i don't know, i guess one day i decided to become drug,smoke,alcohol free....i guess its just that ive had several friends who were'nt, and i didn't want to be like them...kinda odd...o'well...another thing i don't do is curse...pretty strange...don't really know why...but i don't...i never do...not at all...not even a bit...the last time i cursed was about 3 months ago...but i forgive myself for it...i was under a bit too much stress for me to handle...didn't really help me much i have to admit...but..i don't know...im stupid...im listening to Morellas Forest...my new favorite band for the week...i guess i just like soft music...usually sung my femmes...since guys seem obnoxious when they sing soft...except for some people...for example..even though i truthfully do not approve of a lot this fella has done, Trent Reznor does have talent, and unlike most people that are billionairs thanks to maleducated teenagers who buy their cds cause the not subliminal messages tell them that they will blend into the mass crowd if they do...but nin is no hooty...but, like hooty, they did sell-out, just like other talents, like tori amos, the cure..who unlike hooty, deserve there popularity, but they lose some aspect when this is reached...they seem to give up, and become obsessed with themselves....o'well, and some bands i listen to, and i wonder why they're not famous....but usually eventually they are....i don't know...i don't know...